I'm happy

I don't know how it happened (actually, i do very well), but I'm happy for the first time since...I can't really remember. It's a weird thing - being happy and not worrying about the way I look or what I'm doing.

Newspaper worries?

Ashley, me, Ashley, & Cecy last year in newspaper (at left), and Maddi, Stevie, me, Taryn's eye, and Kaylin this year (right)

Currently listening to: The Beatles - Oh! Darling

I am supposed to be doing my homework (which is what my parents believe I am doing), instead of well, blogging. During all my classes today, all I did was draw random things on Caitlin's index cards, except for newspaper. Our articles are due for first copy tomorrow and I started it only a few minutes ago. My page, however, looks pretty damn good for my lack of InDesign skills. This year, honestly, my writing has sucked ass and my pages have looked great. Damn my laziness + procrastination. I could really have some good writing this year if I tried. That's what I need to do... I need to write more.

What I Want to Succeed in This Year:

• Write more and get my writing published in a paper other than The Talon.
• Acquire a larger quantity of better records.
• Learn how to skateboard.
• Find somebody to love (...not the Queen song).
• Lose ten pounds.
  

Currently listening to: Sunsilver Pickups - Little Lovers

So right now Stevie's downstairs getting ready to go the game. We're meeting Taryn, Maddi, Ashley, & Kelli there, I guess. I don't really want to go that much - but Stevie was so excited when I mentioned it; so we're going! ...Today wasn't that great. It wasn't exactly a good day, yet it wasn't a bad day, you know? Okay, well I'm talking to no one anyways, so I'm guessing that no one knows. Dammit. I really hate feeling like this. I don't want to tell her that I don't really want to go though... Ugh, I'm really stupid and mean. Shit shit. Okay, well we're leaving now.